lucidity, clairvoyance, being more in touch with nature and a rise in positive vibes for all..this would hopefully lead to : no more fear, no more hatred, no more wastefulness and maybe the world would be a better place by next week ..(not the economy though)

just a "space cadet`s" thought...

by a good alarm clock: slowly with a lot of re-sleep intervals, so i can slowly go through the body checklist..:"lack of power in the lungs..5 minutes to "fix"...next:...."brain numb and badly disoriented another 5 to get that straight"...lastly:.."the whole body system still unstable..5 more minutes for a last power boost ..ignition sequence running..10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1 launch command! & liftoff!"

...........everything else is "brutal", except if it`s a day off (no work)...

.....it`s mostly a "brutal" awakening

absolutely not.
life is hectic with a full time job, family to take care of, house to fix, garden to work on .."do this do that, follow the rules, be social.." (but I know people who are much worse than me)..... and then there`s the  TV and  internet...with so much information...it`s addicting....

"I wish I had chosen marijuana and biscuits over real life" - Jeremy Clarkson-

that i have too much stuff.

I like the coffee shops in holland, the british humor, the vastness of the USA, the food in thailand, japanese products, the china price.....but the culture i like most is that of the american natives.  

although I had some out of body experiences as a kid, I was quite sceptical about anything spiritual and religious in the first place.
but everything changed, when I had this crazy out of body experience as teenager. it happened while I was wide awake and sober on a sunny summer afternoon,  I suddenly couldn`t see out of my still opened eyes and began to hover over out of  the physical body; feeling so much more alive, sparkling and vibrant , I looked at my hovering body to see what  made me feel so awesome sparkly; just to find, that my hovering body was covered with more hair than usual and it was as if i could consciously feel inside every single hair tip... and then i saw my feets melt away! I desperately thought "OMG! I don`t want to look like a cripple!" before l could see what my feet turned into, I moved out of my hairy self, and then just wanted to turn around to see what was happening!?. so I turned around and saw that my first astral body had a capricorn like head and looked pretty scary..I panicked and just wanted to run. seeing the horns got me thinking it must be the devil..the experience stopped almost instantly thereafter.. the experience got me going to church voluntarily trying to find god. it wasn`t too enlightening except for the speaking in tongues..so i gave it up and started the spiritual path by voraciously digging into out of body experience books, anything about ESP, etc...I was seeking knowledge about the event while being in a state of denial at the same time for quite a long time.
Only many years later did I begin to realize that the capricorn-me looked like a being called   Baphomet. in retrospect I think that this baphomet merely wanted to "say": "don`t you forget about me" .  I am convinced that baphomet is benevolent, but nowadays it`s mistaken for the devil, as the Templar`s persecutors needed to declare the spiritual growth promoting Baphomet as evil. 
I am still searching, and find that my spiritual path is all about seeking the truth but being very critical at the same time and not just believing anything or any religion.
 
to answer the Q&Rs : What insires you most in the world & What confuses you most in the world : ALMOST EVERYTHING
this is why I find that (spiritual) truth has to be found on a personal level.

 i just "fell" for this incredible book...."Der Jüngste Tag" (judgement day)
i bought this book because somebody wanted me to read it..
it was just lately in a bookshop, where little guy (5years old &cannot read) picked out a book out of a shelf, which he insisted, i should read, ..(of all books he had to pick one of the least colorful and so plain blank and unspectacular looking books) in addition to that, he badly wanted a postcard (almost stole it)...it wasn`t horses or lions...no, it had to be phoenix rising from the ashes...

when i was younger i liked the idea of phoenix rising from the ashes.....but as i am reading this amazing book ..(it`s like reading the book of books)....the phoenix begins to have more meaning to me than just a bird rising up again...this book isn`t just all about judgement day; it goes beyond ..

in short , this is what it  says:

pretty soon our solar system will enter a dense cosmic belt of (sub-)? atomic particles with such density that reality will not be the same anymore...we will all suddenly be able to see the energy fields of all living beings and astral bodies as well, this will happen because the density of this subatomic particle field , through which our solar system will pass through..will change the light spectrum as we know it..( our solar system passes through this kind of field every 12000 years)(happening 2x in the solar system`s galactic cycle of  24000 years),
 now as we all will see the aura of every living thing and every human being..no one will be able to hide sinister,  malevolent or greedy thoughts..all fake sweet talk and diplomacy will be for nothing ...and those who have a love for the holy spirit; or in other words are of a higher vibration will start to separate from those who don`t have the right "love attitude" / Aura.... this means that all those who intend to steal and destroy will show it in their body energy field and ..being forewarned means being forearmed...the "lost souls" won`t have a chance.. they will be either defeated, or simply ignored and left behind ...animal and man will turn vegan, probably because a-all-too-revealing-body-energy-field, will make hunting difficult.

.everything will be different...the cosmic particle belt will have the effect, that we won`t be able to see the sun any more...but the sun will keep earth reasonably warm for the survival of life on earth....the equatoral areas will be the place to be, where balmy temperatures like in southern europe will be the norm...everything north or south of the 40degrees  latitude will fall quickly back to ice age..
 the whole world will be bathed in never ending luminescence for the following 2000 years...the only perceivable difference between day and night can only be felt through the temperature differences....there will always be light, but we won`t be able to see the sun or the stars
  it will be like summer in the arctic - daylight around the clock...without the glowing ball..the sun`s radiation on earth will be weakened because of the particle belt...this is why only the equatorial regions will stay warm enough for survival.....

..people and animals will all turn vegan....and those who perished and didn`t have the strong "love-all-aura" (those who are not close to the "love" Jesus promoted...or Buddha, Mohammed, etc.), will only be able to reincarnate again after 2000 years, when the solar system has passed through the  particle belt (manasic? energy enhancing/manifesting belt)...once our solar system is back into the normal space as we know it, world history as we have it, will begin again anew and civilization will have again 10000 years time to get back to where we are right now....(but will have to start from scratch..start using simple symbols again like the runes, etc..and learn to speak again as the voice wasn`t needed in the all revealing fog of wisdom*)
..now considdering the mayan calendar and "Tut Ankh Amun`s" prophecies , the year 2012 could be the entry point into the dense particle belt, the first shock for all mankind will be, that  the stars/planets entering the particle belt first,  will suddenly look ablaze and seem to fall down on earth.but that won`t be the problem...depending on where earth will be in relation to the sun we might also first have to endure up to 4 days of total darkness..that`s also not so bad yet, except for the panic, chaos and mob violence that could come from it.....the real big problem will be coming from the (sub-)?atomic-particle-belt being so dense, that it will be  changing the earth`s rotation axis (pole shift) and changing  the "quality" of  earth`s hot core...(earth will shudder) ..quakes, tsunamis , volcanos bursting ..and the sorts will be giving us a hell of a time...
...many will perish..but this is where "the dead shall walk the earth" begins to make sense ("The rising of the Phoenix")...as those filled with the love of the holy spirit (strong aura) will not only rise out of their dead physical bodies, but will also be seen by all those still alive ; ....It will be  these benevolent  spirits who will lead the physical survivors and assist them in finding shelter, food, etc...they won`t be tethered by a physical body and therefore are able to fly hither and tither to do reconnaissance for proper guidance of the living...
the  enlightened spirits will live side by side with the people of flesh and blood...this will have the side effect, that fear of physical death will be gone for the following 2000 years (of pure bliss?).....the shift will bring forth fruitful new equatorial landmasses which were previously under water and a lot of traces/landmarks of our civilisation will not only be turned to rubble but will also be covered by the ocean (kind of a global spring cleansing).....unfortunately, when our solar system will be leaving the particle belt, the whole earth will shift its rotation axis again and shudder back - probably into it`s "original wobble" ....the whole cataclysm scenario (cleansing) will make sure that traces of the previous civilisation (ours) as well as any signs of "2000 years in paradise" will have disappeared as mysteriously as "Atlantis"...

*ps: the sub?-atomic particle belt might be what the druids called "feth fiada" (fog of wisdom)

PPPPP ......proper preparation prevents poor performance

it is always good to be prepared for  anything at anytime in any way possible ,to  think out of "the box",  use intuition, considder synchronicity,  dowse..
a side effect might be to perceive more in everyday life than usual (live more)..
(but who can really do this permanently...)

A disoriented OBE trip through the galaxy doesn`t count, right? lol :-)

I`m a candy-ass when it comes to travelling on my own steam..only once during the mandatory military service did i hike  80 miles through this pretty and small country, carrying my rifle, back-pack, the whole shabang...

I admire people like Chris Mc Candless ...or my father, who wanted to drive to india by bicycle and made it somewhat half-way.

ciao ;-)

on the front page of every newspaper right below the newspaper`s name should be printed:
1. type of paper used: recycling or not (if not recycled paper..declaration of  trees used to print it)
2. energy, water,chemicals,etc... used for printing 1 newspaper
3. total number of examples printed
4. note saying please recycle (news)paper.
5. table of contents
6.bottom half of front page only to be used by WWF , Greenpeace, and the likes ,for free:
(monday: inspirations from GAIA or world religions)
(tuesday: alternative energy )
(wednesday: alternative medicine)
(thursday: 3rd world helpers)
(friday: WWF) (world wildlife fund)
(saturday: greenpeace)
(sunday: everything else)

(sensational front page headlines should be banned from all newspapers)